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Carnalis

by Jacob Dring

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1.
Terraforming 01:29
(There's nothing to fear) There's nothing to fear peel back your troposphere I've already penetrated the above layers can't you feel me just under your skin? That little itch, the infinitesimal goosebump propagating beneath the tissue of your subconscious I'm here, love, and I don't intend on leaving gonna set up shop gonna plant my roots by the end of the night your lungs will be acclimated with my tongue Breathe in and feel a myriad of wildlife not previously known to your environment now running amok amid your vascular forests across your visceral topography fear not, their sharp teeth and hooked claws are no sharper than their vibrant colors not everything is as it seems (you now belong to me) not everything is as it seems you now belong to me Revere the unknown above the clouds no longer for I am here (there's nothing to fear) revere the possibilities beyond the stars no longer for I am here (I am here...for you)
2.
There is no godliness in my veins so you needn't kneel based on beliefs or morality there is only immortality between us when you look up at me I can feel the humanity start to decay only to be replaced by something baser and more true to the frenzy riled up within your bones the unseen disease the lascivious plague for which there exists no known cure now look at me and tell me with all veracity that you'd even want to be cured now tell me, with those supple, acquiescent lips that you'd even want to be cured the sin inherent in us is more than just mere coincidence free will aside, this is our true nature there is no future without embracing this primality as you look up at me from your knees I can tell you've accepted this oh, how beautifully do your eyes swim with the secular insanity of sinful divinity reflected in my own gaze beckoning you into the labyrinthine mazes of my soul's catacombs neither lightless nor infernal but rest assured, eternal unsullied by sanctity unfettered by carnal liberty such delectable impurity
3.
In the cavities of your buried soul pulse clusters of light and kaleidoscopic energy aching to get out pining for an escape inside, their incarceration is neither painful nor resentful however, they know their worth their potential a symphony suppressed born to grace the air and bless the ears of whoever is lucky enough to hear to feel their music, superluminal each incoherent syllable every melodic decibel so goddamn capable of shattering my legs and reducing me to a puddle betwixt yours oh, oh, oh how they were destined to lay waste to anything in their wake including me surefire evidence of a heaven in this dimension an orchestration of raw emotion audible radiance and in its clutches I yearn to bask (I yearn to bathe) wave after wave after wave (crush me) until nothing remains (nothing) fucking nothing
4.
Insalubrious 01:34
The embodiment of my lust struggles for tangibility but there still remains an immaterial prison binding me to this dimension a plane of flesh and muscle despite being the subject of my surging carnality it is not without the swell of an old-soul longing undiscovered in territories of skin and blood, sweat and tear this desirous conflagration can only be unearthed and perilously tasted through the incorporeal fissures found in the human psyche beneath layers of subconscious where dreams salivate and aspire to become reality it is in this malleable purgatory that I lose myself an overzealous debauchery nipping at my heels whispering in my skull dining on my every fall but I'm not blaming them it's only their condition and as have I been conditioned built and designed to continuously plummet plunging into the depths of a savory asphyxiation an insalubrious obsession with how her body functions even when inertia takes hold an insalubrious obsession with how her beauty unfolds even when she loves me not my desire to paint her via scriptural illustration refuses to rot
5.
There is no littleness to anything you do the subtleties exist but are not dominant in either your actions or your sheer presence there is only a powerful stream coursing through you at all times, fervent and tenaciously vigorous even when you seem so unfazed do the rapids crash pulling you to and fro even when you're at a standstill do you teem with a current that could so easily halve this planet bisected and dissected scrutinized by your passions muses unseen but far (so far) from unfelt
6.
I can't quite fathom how the ocean exists so tangibly below me even though I'm inland those eyes, they seem to shimmer as their tides distend and from their depths extend tentacled breaths to pull me into their abyss a sodden death I yearn to grasp (so tell me) will you bury my shipwreck in your deepest trench? I've already forgotten what the surface looks like much less what the air feels like (so tell me) will you be my watery grave? oh, oh how I fucking ache to feel your shark-infested seas permeate me until my bones become utterly weightless (oh, oh how I fucking ache) to forget the function of breathing lest I develop gills to process your flood as if a new breed of oxygen eager to meet and embrace the nameless species of leviathans proliferating in your bottomless leagues I surrender my body to your body of water wishful to taste your treasure and become lost with it never again uncovered lest it be by your hunger
7.
The notion of perfection has become an affliction on the human subconscious a cancerous growth spreading all too fast segregating an honest life and the truth of genuine beauty from the force-fed atrocities of shallow societies there is a rare art form in every blemish you possess each one nothing short of a brush stroke deserved of an entire wall at the museum of sincere sex appeal a titillating exhibit where flaws bear a more natural shameless definition one that warrants inspection with every hand every tongue every letter of the alphabet and every dialect the human form can articulate
8.
Sugarcoat 00:57
There is so much poetry in your company in how you simmer on my front burner how you occupy space ruthlessly devouring every square centimeter your presence alone as temptingly delicious as your flesh itself if I could I'd melt myself down inhabit a syringe and plunge into your system a methodically systematic intravenous permeation of your every dominion the kingdoms you keep stowed away safe and sound but love, where's the fun in that? the way your soul occupies your body I'm convinced you're an entity not from around here you're an extrasolar miracle and I'll be goddamned if I let that go to waste I won't sugarcoat it any longer you've done that for me by just existing
9.
Commoved 01:22
Do you feel that tingling sensation along the jagged walls of the chasms from deep within? The faceless abysses that have neither name nor dialect how they shudder and quake when you sever all ties to the orthodox and walk that rickety rope bridge (to the other side) where the wilderness of devoid inhibitions awaits you with eagerness I said, do you feel it? there's no denying the exhilaration slowly but surely building from the depths of your being a palatable ascension that distorts your surroundings numbing your responsibilities and evaporating your concept of what's right and wrong accept the red and black accede to the darker contrast find the light of ataractic bliss in the abyss of a climactic trance let it move you like infirm trees against the pressure of an avalanche let it move you like fragile glass against the shockwave of an explosion let your body capitulate such delectable, precious submission and for nobody but yourself give in and fucking cum cum
10.
Buried six feet deep in your tomb don't you dare revive me no matter the sorcery that I know you're capable of this is true love being confined within your claustrophobic vermilion sarcophagus this was never a near-death experience I experienced it all, mercilessly nothing short of euphoric suffocation, pure elation no need to apologize my sincerest remorselessness for ingesting your sin and letting it have its way with me I feel so fucking set free (set free) I've planted my seeds now watch them flourish this paradise, godless in its subterranean bosom I relish my end, endless no absolution only saccharine doom
11.
Groom Lake 01:24
Elated and elevated I am levitated beneath your teeth rising to meet an ancient breed of extraterrestrial species who no longer wish to keep themselves a secret their truths are secreted through cloud and mud sky and earth to coalesce with my blood and usher rebirth I see clearer than ever before through this exposure of soul and being that has tore a clean hole in the ceiling and I feel sharper than ever before by just being flooded in your light eradicating my plights they suggest that man fears the unknown but I am only more intrigued by what I can see from my knees seeping through the ether a temple in the heavens a portal to tempt my demons before vanquishing them …but first let's play some first let's have us some fun and then after all is said and done I'll gladly beckon from you, my extinction
12.
By Any Means 01:44
Tilt your head back forget your even have a spine try to touch your shoulder blades with that dagger gaze (I want to see you bend) Show me how ductile you've become you said you'd be mine prove that it wasn't just a catchy line and forget you even have a spine while I inhabit your throat with something a little thicker than oxygen or carbon dioxide I've established an expedition to reach your lungs I know it sounds far-fetched so call me headstrong (in more ways than one) and call me foolish but really I'm just tenacious I want to see what drives a goddess what makes her clock tick even if it means using my cock now I never said this was a love poem I'm here to push the envelope and find out what I can know about a living art form capable of as much sin as you are of miracles so tell me, when you have a chance what it's like to take a breath of my flesh as it distends inside of you (you make me into a monster) because I'm convinced that you're the moon to my lycanthropy yes I know, my sanity is a barren reservoir so just hear me out I'm done seeing how far you can bend now I want you to break because I know you can take...it but when you come back...at me it'll be a colossal wave that'll leave me in ruins and I won't be able to resurrect as easily as you but that's okay now do your worst, baby fucking destroy me
13.
Irrigate 00:39
(Disappear) Watch me vanish without a trace inside of you using each pore to utterly evaporate I will assimilate and abandon existence forfeiting perception for the sake of becoming more like you (of becoming more of you) find me where the stitches cannot reach where bones don't break and tendons refuse to snap where a microscope cannot even see find me deep incapable of intervening I will sink until I swim in the boneyards of your deepest ocean
14.
Ichor 01:13
Contort how I perceive reality make me believe in things previously established only in mythology remind me what it's like to be faithful in something greater than myself in you (in you) Exercise brutality in mercy the greatest rulers are both but you're beyond soft tyranny you're a libidinous deity but you know wrath just as purely and ruthlessly so when you squeeze me know that I'll submit (as you once did) because I don't believe in the decree “thick thighs save lives” no, thick thighs will be my demise and while yours are divine they're also painted a complexion resemblant of Death the Pale Rider is here but even in the face of her immortality I show no fear to deal with immaculacy one must be devoid of sanity so, yeah, I'm all yours use me as a conduit beneath your lust I'll only perish when you see fit
15.
Susurrāre 00:52
Shackle me to your bones let me know no outside world I am your most grateful prisoner barred only by time aching to melt into the stones of your lowest barrier where I may be absorbed and catalyzed by the particles of viral truths residing within you stowed, not unlike I won't you lock me away? discard the key don't swallow it or else we might cross paths and I don't want a way out only in in
16.
Immolator 01:18
Burn me at your stake I am your sacrificial lamb reduce me to ash let the dust catch a zephyr and I'll sully your lungs so that when you cough you'll first ingest every mote of what I once was and what you've made me into the monster that prayed to the hell in the heavens for another night with you a hunger I'm guilty of but not regretful to have possessed it was you, in me from the beginning I give in to the admittance you lured me into your veins and I took the bait but I hold no grudge I only wished it lasted longer just a few more seconds of forever I'll always be here for you the evil you pine for and the peace of mind if you so wish just say the word (unsafe) and I'll pay you a visit in the crepuscular mist I'll leave you writhing 'neath sodden sheets spewing incoherencies as I permeate you one - more - time your dripping dreamcatcher your sacrifice I'll stay with you for another forever as long as you call me yours I'll die for you all over again

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"Carnalis" is an erotically poetic expedition of raw spoken word.

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released January 27, 2019

all lyrics written and recorded by Jacob R. Dring
cover photo by Kelly Maroon

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